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| havent been updated for ages... =p
sorry, everyone, i know u must be missing me so much!
anyways, promoted to be a full-time on next monday.
so, been gone thou all those new stuff in a week!
actually , i requested this position myself!
so proud! lol... actually just a small potato in a small firm
but i pay everyone , y? cos i printed out all the payroll cheque!
call me Boss!
u know me, my brain always runs in a saving-energy mood
so, it was really a hard time for me to pick up all those new "accounting" stuff in a week
luckily , i survived! but i think i m utterly out of energy!
i slept over 12 hrs on last thursday! XDD i love being a pig! biig pig!
my mom started losing weight, seems i m catch her up!
sh*t, better to do sth about it, but i kept saying that forever without doing anything!
HAHAHAHXDDD
something really bother me at this moment, i stucked! there's no way to out!
noone can help!
i hate this feeling, did i give u too much pressure?
please let me out! or i will go!
i think that's the only way we can work it out! | | |
| Geeze, i m pretty lost recently, i dunno wt's going on with my mind( but seems it's usual )
not able to tell how i feel.....
dunno who to talk to , dunno what to talk about
my brain always shut down, keep it blank
that's a good thing is my trip is coming up real soon!
super excited about that, meeting aunt , going to disney , going to universal studio
wow. i finally got my own chance to buy "the rose from beauty n the beast"
Sweet, i accidentally broken mine be4.....it was really sad :(
me n ray are going with carol n her bro....hahaXDD
dunno if he is skinny as his sis?!
Monday will be my colleague's 30yrs anniversary !
how mystery is that? it's wonderful
maybe i m afraid of getting marred....
i dunno if i could be a good mom, a good wife, a good daughter in law(gosh, prolly not )
hahahahaXDDD
i have been tried to maintain everything in shape , but seems hard
future is always a hard question for me, dunno where to go made me freaked out
i questioned myself if i m ready!? Am i really ready?
good enuf with Po? good enuf with wtever?
stop Po quite awhile, i think i m fine, maybe once in awhile is still good
but jsut losing the passion . always want to stick with raymond.
even that happened, questions always came up in my mind?
are u the one for me? will u leave me ? errrr.....
i just hate myself thinking like this
i hope i could be young, doing all the stupid things, giving u all the best
now is totally different, always think of the result before u did....
seems i m losing the energy of love......" ai yo power dai lei"
HAHAHAHAHAXDDD
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| 哈哈哈XDDD
我今日做左件好百痴的事...lol
今日晚上沖2次涼
原因係吾記得洗頭
第一次沖涼,我係到吾知比咩distract 左
我就由濕左個頭之後就沖涼
之後相公就迫我吹頭
因為我吾鍾意吹頭,平時都係相公監督之下吹頭
之後吹吹下個頭做仲係林林地的呢？
我問相公我係咪未洗頭......
大笑中....
...我係無用洗頭水洗頭......lol
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| everything is just going the way with what i thought about it
reading the old entry, made me think a lot
sometimes, i just have to stop this, since i am a always-thinking gal
couldnt stay away of thinking something useless
i could had tried harder to make things go thought
i could had stayed with you all the time
i could had done something that made us gone thought
but i didn't ...
i am just not the typed of pushing everything hard, even myself
Feel sorry for you sometimes, i always think u maybe feel regret to have a girlfrd like this
just not really the way you usually expect what they want to be
likewise, you sometimes being the middle of us
truly, i can feel how repulsive how it is
but i just couldnt give u a hand. sorry for my stupid!
 I Love You although, i was saying the same to some old guy to me you are the really one to tell me, we are gonna make it all the things u set it, u provoke , just telling the story is gonna be truth
i am just always thinking the negative way
how not good i am, sigh*
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| i was pretty upset these few days
my mind is always being empty
but my frds might say, " I dun see it full"
HAHAXDD, wtever,,,
at first, i sort of had a fight with raymond,but not really a fight
just somehow we weren't in a same track
sometimes i am just too fantasy; by the way he is too reality
so, that made things totally in a up-side-down situation
i used to make "little thingt" for special days
anniversary, valentine, x'mas....
somehow, i dun have much enthusiast to do that
but i still try to push myself hard
becos i want to make someone smile happily
but he said sth that hurts me grounded.
he doesn't feel the same, he would love to have sth useful either sth useless
for me, i dun c that way.......anyways, we are fine now
and he would be a bit fantasy when he is with me...lol
and the second thing that totally crashed me down was his family .... *sigh*
::: i think it's not good to talk things here::::
so msn/fb ba!
hopefully everything will be fine.
and these days used up my tons of tear! | | |
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